I discovered a great site yesterday, via a tweet from Gwen Bell. 750words.com. The concept is simple. Write 750 words private (or share it if you like), unfiltered, spontaneous, daily.
Once you finish, your writing in analyzed and you get some pretty graphs and points. POINTS! PRETTY PICTURES! Yes, I am like a child and am easily pleased and feel rewarded.
Today I wrote about how I came home with poison oak following a lovely weekend of camping at Costanoa, located on Highway 1 between Santa Cruz and Half Moon Bay. Very lovely. I will share pictures soon, but for now, some PRETTY GRAPHS!
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I thought I could control the itch. Outsmart it. Lay low. Ignore the burning, crawling sensations that I feel constantly on the backs of my legs, my back, my upper lip.
Poison oak. Its back again.
This weekend was a wonderful time camping. Ah, Costanoa Lodge and Resort, you are lovely. But, somewhere, lurking is poison oak. Actually, it is not lurking at all. On our hike to the beach, the path was thick with walls of red-and-green-leaves-of-three. I side stepped all of it, my long pants insulating me. The kids jumped straight over the patches, pointed it out, sing-songed “we are allergic to you.”
Still.
A hot shower was taken. A bed was slept in that was not my own sheets. A dog was greeted and patted. Hands were not washed with that After-Poison-Oak-Exposure-Gel of whatever it is that I will be buying a stockpile of for next time we go camping.
And it is still spreading. Well, Jeff corrects me, it is not still spreading. But it is still appearing. It doesn’t matter, whichever it is. All I know is that it is getting worse. And I know from my history that I am in for a long haul here.
I only have so much willpower and control not to scratch. I told Robin last night that I would Just Not Scratch. Ha. Hahahahahaha. Simple, except at 2am when I am half asleep and I turn over and there is that blazing itch. So I scratch a little here and a little there. And now, I feel like I am giving up.
I made a doctor’s appointment for this afternoon. 20 years ago, when I first met Poison Oak, on a hike with Jeff (“Let’s go off the trail, honey! It’ll be fun!”), it was so bad that after 2 months I eventually took myself to urgent care. A shot to the hip was delivered. Cortisone? Predisone? A steroid of some type. I don’t remember, but I do know that it helped.
I had a 10 year reprieve from the stuff until this past April. Like this time, it was a secondary contact, as I swear I did not touch the stuff. That time, I didn’t even see it. But I deduced that it might have been on some firewood that I bought to have a camp fire for the kids during spring break. You know, I never did get that fire started. I need to go to fire starting school, I suppose. Usually Jeff builds the fires, but he was off on a motorcycle trip and I had promised smores. I wrestled with that wood and nothing happened. Nada. Zip. So I went inside and we roasted marshmellows on the gas stove. But the damage had been done. Two days later, itch, scratch. Dammit.
Last night at 2am I lay in the freezing bath, laced with baking soda, with my book. I forced myself out when I was shivering with cold. Went to bed. I thought it worked well. I slept after that.
But today, more itching, a little more scratching than yesterday.
This may be enough to make me move out of California immediately. I hate poison oak. And I find it really hard to prevent. Touch-me-not, I can wrap my head around that. But do I have to avoid touching everything else too? Become an OCD camping freak?
Is there something I can eat or drink to make poison oak not like me? I have heard you can eat garlic (a lot of it) to drive mosquitos away (I am delicious in that area, as well, by the way). I am willing to chug down anything, to stink like garlic.
2 hours until my doctor’s appointment and I am so ready for that shot. GIVE ME THE SHOT! My kids will be so impressed when they see me happy to get a shot. Maybe it will make them more willing to get their immunizations and flu shots in a few weeks. Aha, a silver lining. I found it.
At least the kids haven’t gotten it. I wonder why. Jeff has it – he has it bad too, by the way. I have heard that being exposed early in life builds up their immunity. Maybe they are already immune. I hope so. Ava did get some spots when I had mine in April, but it was fairly minor. I don’t think Ben or Lily got it at all. Lucky ducks.
Until 2:30 then, I wait. I itch. I try not to scratch.